Different traditions, different cultures and different races are the reasons of misunderstanding here and around the world. Yet, there is one language that can make everyone understand each other, music.

Through music, everyone can express their feelings. Everyone listens to the magic it brings.

This is how I met Kaoru Takato, a Japanese national, Toyo University student and a music lover. He is a very talented composer, vocalist and bassist of his own band. He is also responsible, has no vices and a really smart person, but most of all, he loves music. With these reasons, and some experience, he effectively sends his message to the listeners.

Language barrier is the main reason why we barely talk. Yet, I can still feel what he wants me to feel. I may not understand all the words in his music but I can still feel the emotions in every rhythm of the song.

It has been a long time since I met someone who can show real emotions through music. And feeling it to someone I barely know is really something I have considered. To top all that, He is Japanese.

Yes, I admit it. I fell in love. I fell in love with his songs and I am looking forward to hear from him.

Maybe for now, I am the only one who can feel it, but soon enough, people in the whole world will find out I have found out in his songs. I know they won’t just understand his songs. They will be enchanted by it. It will take time for them to discover him so I will wait. Until that day comes, I will be his fan, his only fan, for now.

The crisis we can see
Hikes we always hear

Seems to be the skin

Of the flesh underneath

Yes, the skin always cover the flesh. The flesh that is thicker yet, harder to see.

Through the crisis they have made and problems they over expose, they have enclosed the real struggle from the eyes of the people whom they have sworn to serve.

The attention we can give to see all the faulty that has been made is now given to the crisis they said have existed.

With this, a question is left unanswered;

“Is the real crisis the one they are telling us? Or is it the one that hides through the shadow made by the people who call themselves as servant of the people?”

“Your wish is my command”, this is the most famous line from a very popular story of Alladin. In the story, this is what the genie is telling to Alladin every time Alladin will ask or wish from something. I am also like the genie, I do what ever you want me to do and your wish is my command.

I have been like this since I was a little girl. I may be a guardian but I don’t seek for attention. I may seek for pleasure but this is to make others happy and not for my own interest. I may want to be perfect but I accept I am not perfect. Lastly, I may be rational but I am also dreaming like in the fantasy. This is the reason why I do things for other people. Because this world is not for me alone but for everyone that is gifted to live this world.

I don’t know if this is a gift, or may be a curse. But one thing is for sure I love to do things not for myself but for other people. I do things for my friends to be satisfied and not for me to happy. I am like a genie, as you wish infront of me, I will do everything for you to acheive this dream of yours. I may be a fool but this is what I do for a habbit. I listen to people and their dreams and I do things that may give them the opportunity to reach that dreams. An accident you  may call, but everytime I have something to do to my friend, the world is giving me all the things I needed for it to come true.

I have been like this ever since I started studying and listening to people. I was wondering why people always wish for a better life while they have the life that is given to them. I may be too childish to think this way but as someone wishes there is someone who needs to grant the wish like the genie. And that is me, the genie that will grant your wish.

If you wish to be an actor, I may not be a producer but I can find things you can do to acheive that dream of yours. I can’t give it to you as you wish for it but I will open the door of hope for you do be inspired to reach that sky of yours. It is not my duty to climb for you to the top but I will give you a ladder so that it will be easier to climb on. This is how it works, you will wish infront of me. Then, it may take long, but time will come that I will be the one to give the chance of a life time you need to achieve that dreams. Lastly, you will work your way to the top. You will be the one to climb to the top as I watch you grow. I can’t help you to go up there. You must learn to help yourself. You must learn how to hard to go up there so you can learn how to treasure every things that you have achieved and have the experience that you need to wise in the long run.

This revelation is not for you to look for someone to open the doors of opportunity, but for you to understand to that in this world, everything has its equal. As you wish, learn that there are five words to you must remember, you must pay the price.

Something happened

That may change a life

But I won’t tell

For it is a secret

It never occured to my mind that I will be in this kind of situation. An event that changed my life with in a matter of minutes. I never imagined that the things happening to me will come my way. Yes it is a secret a scret to the whole world

I have never been into relationships before but it is easy for me to describe what is happening around me. Simply because life is easy to understand if there are no people to complicate things.

Even when I was just a kid, I will just do what I want that I know will benefit the others. I am deciding only in a short period of time because my answer is already with in me. I already know what to do and what to take. Its just like answering a yes and no question that obviusly shows the real answer. Yes, life in me is just as easy as counting 1, 2, 3. But then again, everything must come to an end.

The happy and easy life that I have grown with was taken away from my haneds just like taking away a candy from a baby. One moment of truth and a glimpse of an event on my life changed everything in my life.

I may never believe it but I am in the situation that I thought you can only see on T.V.

I fell in love with someone who is owned by someone else. It hurts like reality. I had wished that it is only a dream but the pain he gave me when he first touched me and the warm of his body when he entered my life, woke me up to the dream that I had thought was reality.

It is so ridiculous of me to imagine that everything is according to my plan. Day dreaming is over as reality begins to sink. As I go pass the life I have chosen, past will eat my life and hunt me down.

There will be a secret that is better to keep silent. As time goes by, the path I have taken will vanish in the air like there was nothing to see. This is what others will see but in my heart, I will feel and see it clearly like it was yesterday. He is the secret and as I breathe the air of the innocent world I am with, he will stay a secret that only the two of us will know forever.

This is the secret. The secret a life that will continue to follow the flow of the river of life.

I wish to hear this heart of mine

To beat once more and be fine

To feel and know what is love

As well as I care for my love

Tell me how and tell me now

For impatience is eating me now

I am scared to be all alone

In this world of unkown

For I don’t want to be unaided

And left with no one

I wish to love and be loved

To show and share what I feel

To touch his face and feel the warmth

To hold him close near to me

As for now it is a wish

A wish that may never happen again

That even in dreams of mine

Ignores to let me know

Yes it’s hard

Still, it’s right

The right way to do

for things to be in order.

This friendship of ours

That conquered life,

And was built with trust

Will finally end

To say goodbye

Is hard to do

To a friend

that’s part of me.

See you soon

I will say

‘Cause we’ll meet again

And start from the begining.

“I am a good friend to everyone. But if the time comes my friendship will cause them to suffer, then it is time to let them go.”

I have never left a friend before and I thought I would never do that forever. But there are some things that we need to consider to be a good friend. I don’t want to be a bad influence to my friends. I don’t even want to see them suffer because of our friendship. So if my friendship is the reason why they suffer, then I could never be their friend anymore.

It hurts to say goodbye to a friend but I know this is for his own good. I will take the risk of losing them just to see them smile. This is how I treasure all my friends. If I know that staying away from them will take away their sadness, I will give all my best not to care  anymore.

It has been really hard for me when I said goodbye to someone that has played a big role in my life but what could I do? I had been the reason why he had an arguement with his girlfriend. I don’t want anything to happen to them that they may regret in the near future. I know he loves her and it is hard for me to keep this friendship knowing that it causes problem and harm to him. I just want to protect him from any complications that can happen in the near future. This is the only way that I know to protect him.

This may seem unfair on his side, knowing that he also is protecting me from his girl but this is the best thing to do and I want only the best for my friends. If ever my friend will discover this site in any way, I just want you to know that this is for you.

I don’t know what will happen in the near future. I don’t know how this will affect our lives. Just remember that I will always be a call away.We can start all over again without any complications. But for now, we need this time to heal things up. If ever you will be needing a friend in the near future, we could always meet each other as strangers and start at the very begining, getting to know each other. If ever you are my friend, always keep in mind that I Love You and you will always be here in my heart. ‘Til we meet again.

                                                                                                                                                                                                            Your old Friend.

My friend got a big slap on his face when I gave him a coffee.

This may seem weird but in the girl’s part, it is just what he deserves. To tell you the truth, I didn’t understand her at first. I also got angry at her when I received the news. She has no right to do that to my friend.

We have been friends long enough to know each other. I know this situation is very hard for him, He really loves the girl even though it has only been two weeks ago when they first met. You may look at it a little bit odd, but it has been love from the first time their eyes met. This is also the reason why he is choosing her over our friendship. I totally understand him and though it hurts, I will take the risk just to see him happy again.
She may never know the risk at stake in our upcoming conversation, but if it is for my friend’s own good, then so be it.

This Composition had matched my situation right now…… This has reminded me love don’t always come out the same way you want it to be….

Yes, I have been loving someone that will never be mine. And my only happiness is to see him happy together with his loved one… I don’t care how much it hurts, as long as its for his happiness

“I do want to forget you, I really do….. its just that you have been my life and if you’re asking me to stop thinking about you, you’re asking me to die.”

All I want is to have my life with the one that I love. This may look too simple, but this is the most difficult thing to achieve. I just want to love and to be loved, to be with someone you love and loves you back. I just want a simple life but destiny gave me the most complicated situation that I never wanted to happen, I am loving someone I know will never love me back.

I love someone who loves someone else. I have been loving a person who has someone to treasure. I’m just hurting myself by being with him knowing that I can’t touch him the same way I want to hold him. I am slowly taking my breath away as I listen to the stories he boasts around. My heart wants to stop pumping to ease the pain I feel while watching them together happy at each others arms. I silently bleed to death as I look at his face contented of what he already had. With all that pain that I feel, I’m still here, killing myself, for the simple reason that I want to be with him together with all the soreness he’s giving me.

I tried to run away and forget everything. I tried not to look back and continue my life without him. Still, I am staring back to where he stands and runs back to his side whenever I  see him down on his knees. I can’t just ignore him as he cries for help. I can’t close my eyes knowing that he is in pain. It breaks my heart as I try to disregard the tears that runs down to his face.

I may never know the reason why I love him, I may never know the cause why I care for him a lot, one thing is for sure, he is the reason why I want to live. I don’t know the reason nor I will, the basis of what I am feeling right now, but I know inside me, I will always be here for him no matter how painful it is for me to stay.

From the moment we met, I already knew he is the one I will love for the rest of my life. That instance, I vowed to be with him, embrace him in my arms, to keep him safe from harm and to treasure him in my heart. No matter how hard it is to attain, I will be with him, because he is my treasure and he is my life. I swore I will keep him forever together with all the pain, and that promise will last for eternity.