A Secret

Something happened

That may change a life

But I won’t tell

For it is a secret

It never occured to my mind that I will be in this kind of situation. An event that changed my life with in a matter of minutes. I never imagined that the things happening to me will come my way. Yes it is a secret a scret to the whole world

I have never been into relationships before but it is easy for me to describe what is happening around me. Simply because life is easy to understand if there are no people to complicate things.

Even when I was just a kid, I will just do what I want that I know will benefit the others. I am deciding only in a short period of time because my answer is already with in me. I already know what to do and what to take. Its just like answering a yes and no question that obviusly shows the real answer. Yes, life in me is just as easy as counting 1, 2, 3. But then again, everything must come to an end.

The happy and easy life that I have grown with was taken away from my haneds just like taking away a candy from a baby. One moment of truth and a glimpse of an event on my life changed everything in my life.

I may never believe it but I am in the situation that I thought you can only see on T.V.

I fell in love with someone who is owned by someone else. It hurts like reality. I had wished that it is only a dream but the pain he gave me when he first touched me and the warm of his body when he entered my life, woke me up to the dream that I had thought was reality.

It is so ridiculous of me to imagine that everything is according to my plan. Day dreaming is over as reality begins to sink. As I go pass the life I have chosen, past will eat my life and hunt me down.

There will be a secret that is better to keep silent. As time goes by, the path I have taken will vanish in the air like there was nothing to see. This is what others will see but in my heart, I will feel and see it clearly like it was yesterday. He is the secret and as I breathe the air of the innocent world I am with, he will stay a secret that only the two of us will know forever.

This is the secret. The secret a life that will continue to follow the flow of the river of life.